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[21 Mar 2006|01:16pm] |
For anyone that still wants to read angst, rants, fangirling, essays, and whatever there is lelft after all that... head over to ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) onyomi_tsuki because that's my new journal.
It was about time that I had a change, and I know that I could have ordered a change in my name... but my friends list was so cluttered, not to mention... I think I just needed a new start. I am, however keeping this journal for stuff like modding Narplicity cause I don't wanna confuse too many people. XD
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[03 Feb 2006|01:14pm] |
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Well... days not over yet, but it might as well be. The whole day mom and I planned by seeing the Dead Sea Scrolls has been cancled due to rain. Woke up with mom coming in the room door and blabbering about some flooding. Bascially waking both Laura and I up. Said it'd been raining for the last 3 hours... the pictures under the cut are shortly after I woke up.
( Lookit! )
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| Death Gate |
[03 Feb 2006|12:58am] |
I guess this would kind of be considered as an AU... lol more than likely it is. Here is the basic plot.
There is an unknown force driving the Shinigami out of Soul Society one by one. No one can solve the mystery of what or who it is. The remaining Shinigami have tried everything in their investigation, but now must abandon their home. They find themselves forced to live like ordinary humans in Karakura Town inside of faux bodies. They go to school, have jobs and exorcise Hollow’s much like a any stationed officer would.
I really, really suck at descriptions, so it's more interesting than described, and So far there are only two characters taken. For more information on how to apply go to the community. ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) death_gate_rp
Thank you.
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| InuixKaidoh fanartists need to learn the personalities before drawing |
[01 Feb 2006|01:49pm] |
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T_T I'm generally disgusted with the InuixKaidoh fanbase. Well... more the fanartists. They all suck! Now, grantid a lot of the art is really nice and beautiful... but it sucks. The main reason? They all make Kaidoh too girly! HE'S NOT A FUCKING GIRL!!! Kaidoh wouldn't cry! He blushes and walks away or grumbles and hisses all cute and embarassed like! HE DOES NOT FUCKING CRY! Where in the hell would anyone get the notion that that man would cry?! He'll flip out, over react, and generally tweak about it... Look at how he reacted when he misunderstood Inui thinking he was asking for a date! And that was the cutest thing I've seen thus far by the way. Giggleriffic.
I've just gotten my foot in the door to this fandom lastnight and what do I see? Girly Kaidoh. What the FUCK?! Don't these people even pay attention to the personalities before they draw?! Grantid some people do it by default... draw girly I mean. But... most if not all of the fanart I've seen Kaidoh is just too girly! Not to mention the boy has muscle in the series and they make him out to be fucking waif thin and no form. Jesus... a few blushes from time to time because of his teddybear nature coming out and people over-do the girly. It fucking pisses me off
Fangirls... GET A FUCKING GRIP! God damn... Tati I can see where you'd get pissed off so much.
Now... I will admit that I fangirl over this series because of the sexy voices I hear all the time, and some of the really damn cute things that the characters do... but you know what keeps me drawn to the series? The comedy and suspence in competitions. I'm CONSTANTLY laughing at Prince of Tennis. They like to make fun of the characters... it's fun! I just finished an episode not long ago where these kids thought Kaidoh was Echizen and he had to try and pull it off. He couldn't so he flipped out and went badass on Momoshiro... but not before he fell and generally made an ass out of himself... which I couldn't stop laughing while I watched it.
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[03 Jan 2006|07:21am] |
If I were mormon man these great ladies are the ones I'd marry. amoralambiguity, spidermangai, jenken, and ed77warr
They own my soul. They're people I don't ever want to live without... just like Jess. Life wouldn't be complete anymore ^_^
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| and the topic today is PETA |
[18 Dec 2005|12:45pm] |
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My cousin has supported People of Ethical Treatment of Animals (PETA) for as long as I can remember her being a vegitarian. As soon as I found out about PETA I was all "wow~! they help animals? That's cool!" but in the 3 years since I found out about them I've grown to hate them. Why? Simple. PETA has proven time and time again to me that they're a bunch of radical assholes. Not only did I get harassed at a concert (two in fact) for being a "killer" because I eat meat and I like it, but every time I go around someone who is from PETA or with them, I get the shit stick because my choice is "wrong".
But this isn't about food and who's right or wrong. This is about PETA and the so called "ethical" treatment of animals. PETA takes in millions of dollars a year to save animals. There have been ads with celebrities with dead animals warning you against fur, certain products, and I'm sure that's not all. This picture being is just one of the many ads. But what they don't tell you is that when PETA "saves" these animals from labritories... they take them out back in vans and euthanize them. In other words they go out back and shoot old yeller. Isn't that going against ethical treatment of animals? Part of their name for crying out loud!
I was outraged when I found this video from CNN! about the group. I urge everyone to watch it and see that PETA are not the saints of the animal world that they seem to be.
I could go on a rant about PETA... I really could. I hate them, and yes I chose hate because it IS a strong enough word. I hate how they're so hypocritcal. Now I know PETA has done a lot of good, but the fact that I don't agree with them on several levals of several things... no. Just watch that video and know that PETA are radical assholes.
( By 'radical' I mean selfish. )
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[10 Dec 2005|05:16am] |
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LOOK! LOOK AT THIS!!!! http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=ADME:B:EOIBSAA:US:11&Item=6019844973 I BOUGHT THAT!!! THAT'S MY EBAY NAME!!! THAT'S ME!!!!
I'm in love... I should be getting it within the next two weeks... a set of 6 posters. I BOUGHT THAT! I'm such an idiot XD
OMG I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY THAT I BOUGHT THAT!!! money that was supposed to go to getting my birth certifigate... but I BOUGHT THAT INSTEAD!!! u_u because bleach is more important than the stating of my birth.
On another note... I decided that since getting my birth certifigate was too much hassle, because really it's been since before thanks giving that I've needed to get it... I'm giving up on the 3rd key position for now. Once I get everything, I'll be ok and I might be able to get into Rusty's store as 3rd key if I wait long enough.
BUT I BOUGHT THOSE BEAUTIFUL BLEACH POSTERS *_* OMFG I'M IN HEAVEN!
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| yaoi dreams |
[06 Dec 2005|03:15pm] |
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I had a dream that Byakuya was extremely unconscious and wet… sopping… and Ichigo took him to his place. Started taking his cloths off (to get him out of the wet cloths and into something warm) until he got to little red bikini underwear… then Ichigo got really, really turned on. Rukia was just coming into the bathroom to do her make-up and get dressed. Ichigo was scared and paniced that she’d find him in the middle of humping Byakuya (because by that point in the dream it had escilated to that, and Byakuya had woken up), but Byakuya urged his lips down and kissed him… that’s when neither of them cared anymore and decided to have sex… Rukia looking in the mirror and saw them, dropped her lipstick stuffs and went all wide eyed. She got kinda pissed, but that’s all I remember. I think the details are more important than what happened afterward, not to mention I don't think there was more.
Don’t ask me why I had a dream like that. It would be my first Yaoi crack pair for that anime that I’d like. What’s even more… in my dream I was Ichigo and o_o I could FEEL his excitement… but I could see it from so many porno angles it wasn’t funny… not to mention it looked like it really belonged in the anime. I remember feeling the anxiety, fear, shock, resentment, excitement, and pretty much emotion in the whole dream. It was the most detailed dream I've had to date too.
Strange ne?
Lol right now I’m still barely conscious from my rude jolt… fucking alarm clock. I literally snapped my eyes open, and went “awe shit… :/” lol and I have to be at work at 4:30... It’s now 3 something.
Anyway… for that dream I think I’ll blame DB’s cracksub for “episode 60” last week. The battle between Byakuya and Ichigo. Aww… and in the one part where Ichigo flops onto the ground it reminds me so much of Kankuro. <.< don’t ask why… I don’t know but I giggle.
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[21 Nov 2005|01:38am] |
boredom... fucking kills. Yes. *nodnodnod* It's been three days since my little rp break... but each night I seem to find myself rping at least once. That kills my boredom bug for a while... And I never realized just how bored I could be at 1:40 in the morning without rping.
I WANT BACK IN!!! ;_;
I also want to make my own bleach crack community. rping of course. Anyone with me? :D
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| oh my fucking god! |
[20 Nov 2005|06:49am] |
( MASSIVE Harry Potter spoilers. If you haven't read book 6 don't read this entry! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED )
yeah... speaking of harry potter. I cried during the Cedric Diggory death scene too. And... come to think about it... Sirius' as well. I've never cried over books before... ><
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire was awesome ladies and gents! Brilliant! I can't wait until it comes out on dvd. I'm gonna buy that the day of release. Voldemort shouldn't have been that good looking, though. It was pretty odd that I knew the actor right off the bat and went kinda google eyed even though he was... well... dead looking. AHAHA but we all know my tastes with dead looking kinda people. o_o they're rather attractive. lol
eek! o_o you can tell I've been reading a book by Brit for the last two days. "rather attractive" and some phrases. HAHAHA just gonna nit pick myself now. Anyway... I should finish this and finally get to bed. x_x work today. I hope that tonight I'm just a lowely ole cashier instead of assisting someone. It'll take my mind off my back... which odd enough hurts like a bitch. I think it's sleeping on the couch so much in two days time. XD
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| ramblings about reading material |
[18 Nov 2005|04:23am] |
x_X I just updated my reading list. I can't believe how much I've been slacking off on my books. Not only do I have to even BUY Siren by Marry Ann Mitchell, but I also have to read it (duh!), but I also have to finish the 6th Harry Potter book, finish Underworld: Blood Enemy, and start reading Beyond the Pale by Savannah Russe (some romance author). Then I have to find the rest of Sherrilyn Kenyon's Dark-Hunter novels. So basically my reading list jumped up from 3 to a gazzilion books.
I love reading... that's why I got into rping... so I can take part in the action. But it's bad that I've gone on vacation and like... I'm so happy that I'm not expected to rp unless I want to. I like that feeling, but if it kept up... I'd be outta the comm's I'm in so fast my head would spin because I'd have given up. o_o which is a bad thing.
But like... dude... x_x so many books to read. 4 major books. Siren, Beyond the Pale, Harry Potter 6, and Underworld: Blood Enemy.
You think I could do it in a week? HAHAHA very doubtful.
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[17 Nov 2005|06:53am] |
HOLY FUCKING MOTHER!!! I GOT MARRIED!!! XD SLOANY POOH IS MY WIFE NOW!!!
I love you amoralambiguity ♥_♥
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[17 Nov 2005|03:57am] |
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Go figure my mom is the one to sit down and actually ANALYZE why Padme died. XD She's a worse geek than I am!!!
Her theory? The Emperor was the one that he was talking about in that tale he told Aniken. About how to escape death and all. Aniken would have died had the Emperor not stepped in and like... took Padme's life force energy to keep Aniken alive. Which is like... why the bastard told Ani that he'd killed her.
Sounds reasonable enough.
Small rant about Bleach. XD It's not really a rant... but like... Byakuya released his Bankai and like... the whole thing reminds me of the GaaLee fight in the chuunin arc. Byakuya's Senbonzakura is like Gaara's sand, while Ichigo has Lee's speed... we know how that one ended... I kinda wonder how this one will XD
Ichigo is definately stronger than Byakuya though. That's definate. HOLY HELL IS ICHIGO'S BANKAI AWESOME!! *_*
ok fangirl moment over XD
Lookit this dudes! Work... my boss is in the backround and like... lets me do shit. I get to open drawers with the key, lock the door... count down the drawers and be confuzzled about the paperwork. x_x I think I got it this time though. I was accidentally adding something wrong... I'm good now though. I won't make the same mistake. *nodnod*
I've gotten really into Supavyllenz again though. I love this local rap group XD They're so funny!!! I finally heard something new tonight though. LOL XD I can't not think about the song "Hungry" without laughing.
"It's Killa I dun hurt no one, cause I aint got a home much less a gun. And I aint shower so my body reaks, and I aint shaved in 7 weeks. I got doo doo stains on my ass cheeks cause toilet paper is for royalty" AHAHA I love that set of lyrics XD
First time I heard that song I couldn't stop laughing... which really kills my head every time I listen to it cause I laugh uncontrolablly and like... my head hurts already so damn XD
"Bums... we are just bums... traveling bums..." XD AHAHAHAHAHA *gigglefit*
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[15 Nov 2005|07:35am] |
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I have very little to update with... but damn my fanfic writing! >< I'm writing this crack fanfic about Shikamaru starting a boyband, but it's turning into a KibaShika fanfic. Maybe I can edit it out some and do that instead? o_O I have been working on this one for ages... and my muses get along ^_^; Sometimes... a little too well *cough* <<
Anyway... I gotta get up soon for work, but I don't want to sleep and stop writing. wonder if there's a way to keep writing and sleep at the same time? XD
Ah well... I'll be back tonight. Dead tired as always... until i's morning. :/ fucking insomnia.
AHAHAHA I'm still in awe of Batsuke .-. it's so cute. XD
sorry << random thought since I looked at something. GOODNIGHT/MORNING!!
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[09 Nov 2005|04:14am] |
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@_X *twitch* oh good god... I'll be acting assistant manager soon when my manager goes to manager school. I'll have just been promoted too. I'm so scared I'll screw something up royally...
...now I'm not so sure I even want the position. It's not a big deal, just... I don't know. I think I'm just scared is all.
My sleep problem keeps getting worse, but my body is learning to adjust to it so I suppose it's ok. *twitch*
LOL you know I really will find myself twitching one of these days XD
@_@ I never knew I could have so much fun with crack. I just... I'm in such a cracky mood lately. I think it's the want to laugh at something so silly. XD
OMG have I ever said how awesome the new Story of the Year album is? *_* I really... really love it. It's so... wow.
I'm off to bed. goodnight kiddies
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| the reason why I didn't like the 3rd installment of starwars |
[04 Nov 2005|02:26am] |
( Hoi and I talk about it )
... Lucas was brilliant, but understanding women... I don't think so.
I... have two days off in a row. I'm extatic! I get to try and sleep!!! *_*
and right now it's kinda scaring me that Chris is looking and gafawing over new guns. oh! Kevin... XD I did a drawing of you HAHAHAHA Since you hate all the people with the faces and think it's stupid... I did a crack drawing for you XD
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[01 Nov 2005|01:13pm] |
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...I have pics but mom sucks with holding my digital camera and they came out so fuzzy that you can't see jack shit. :/ I have a face shot of my make-up and wings, but my whole costume looked cool.
Dude... I was the only one to dress up at work. Everyone else said they were going to, but only I did. In a way that kinda makes me feel special, but stupid at the same time. Well, at least I looked cute anyway :3
The real work of the week begins at work (help?), and I'm tired and lathargic as all hell. Yeah... today's going to go over well when I just want to curl up and sleep.
Oh yeah... speaking of. Fuck. I have to present photo ID when I get my piss test for third key... but I don't have photo ID because it was stolen. And I don't have a social security card, or birth certifigate so I can get a new one.
Can anyone say 'fucked'?
Yep... knew it.
Anyway, I'm out cause I gotta get ready for work ;_;
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[30 Oct 2005|11:04pm] |
I flat out give up on asking my mom for anything. For the last 6 months I've been asking her for a hair cut, and for the last 4 I've been asking her to color my hair. All I ever get... "I'm too tired" or "later" >< It's later damnit! I told her it had to be done for my costume and now I have to cut and color my own hair. Or... at least color it.
BUT! My costume... I hope will look awesome. I have to make the skirt tonight... so I'm a bit pressed for time, but I'm still bored as fuck XD
I WILL be posting pics :D
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[27 Oct 2005|05:10am] |
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Well... I just took my first melatonin tab... had to cut it in half because I'm pretty sure I don't need a full 3 miligrams of whatever this stuff is.
2 bucks from work... it's at least worth a shot. I really hope it works. My sleeping sucks.
yes yes... I'm here to drone on about that again. Just kinda thought I'd give an update before I went to try and sleep.
heh. today I wanted to just lay down on the floor and well... just lay on the floor. So I did... it felt so nice and cool.
o_o wow. It's already kicking in. XD off to bed I go. Goodnight kiddos!!
hopefully I'll get nice and rested up for when my best friend calls me to watch her show with her. o_o and its' not anime. dear god... it's probably something... haha she's told me about it actually. XD it sounds pretty interesting. these two guys rob people's houses and show them video of what they stole, how much it was worth, and try to help beef up their security.
Jess told me about this one couple these two robbed... they had over 100 grand worth of jewlery alone, and no security... windows were open and shit... then expected not to get robbed XD fucking idiots!
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| just another bitch session... this time about my sleeping patterns |
[26 Oct 2005|04:21am] |
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god damnit! why can't I fall asleep? I've been trying for the last half hour to fall asleep. I can't. I'm fucking ass tired and can't sleep.
Have I ever mentioned how much I hate the thought of taking sleeping pills? Yeah... I think I might have once. I really, really hate the thought of taking sleeping pills.
I have insomnia, and it doesn't help that I'm an emotional wreck. Why am I an emotional wreck? T_T no idea. Honstly... I haven't the slightest idea why I can't sleep... aside from the amount of pepsi I consume, but that's never made a difference, so why should it now? Hell... I have't even had that much to begin with! I can normally finish off a 2 liter by the end of the night (because I'm always thirsty), but I've gone through maybe a quarter of the bottle.
This has been going on for a while now, but has gotten worse in the last few months. It's frustrating to know that I'm tired, "fall asleep somewhere standing up" tired, but get into bed and I'm wide awake. Toss and turn, can do everything and not fall asleep. I don't have money for a doctors bill. Not even with the raise I'll be getting as 3rd key. And I'll do a shit job and get fired if I can't get the right amount of sleep and function properly.
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